All Day, Just for a Minute
Without care, without help,
without help. Without longing or
shoes. Dig what you don't have in. Ah God what wonderful
luck. I love you.
Does that help?
Go away. Long without water, trapped between
roads. On that very bridge in
Give it up. Does it nourish? Does it help?
Help.
Chapter Three. Here is where the lovers part, unable to make
sense. Try try don't get mad. Circle the TV set and count to four. Hope for hope to rinse us clear. I love you.
Good luck. Help.
(Inside the bridges, inside a
car, workers have to saw through a woman, dead two days, to get to the child.)
Chapter One. A name or a house. A car or a wound.
:over by the console a
miserable marriage of the fifties tries to be what some random god said be
be. Drunk, philandering, heart disease;
gossipy alienated hates kids forgot what it feels like to feel. You know that story. Are we still writing the same chapter? Are we still in the same edition?
1957. Men with narrow ties and shaved heads all
march off to work. Computer's the newest
thing. Look, Dad. Feel
the green letters cross this
screen then cross again, scratch scratch.
I rubbed your feet when you were dying.
You were out of your mind. I
can't begin to get out.
Rockets to the moon, wonder
bread, Fathers as heads
of the country: simple relief when bridges fall down. Come on, now, admit it. Remember that fellow
trapped between two bridges, four whole days?
Everyone looking for someone, anyone, at least one poor schmuck in the
rubble alive. Get him out get him out
hello in there anyone anyone who.
Down in the cracks a long and
unforgettable ragtime jazz or otherwise swampy and heart-felt, heat-felt music
began. Oh love. Oh you
life delight: light rising easy, bit of barely cool
breeze. Breathe. You're alive.
They're pulling you out. Four
days like like like like
jackhammering the door down
where images start out of flames, the kind that just come and come. Oh humanity your bells your trumpets blessed
father my light.
Monday through Wednesday. Called but
got a busy signal. Called but got a dial
tone. Something's wrong. Called but they said you were buried
alive. Were you leaving town or trying
to get back? Were you thinking
about never mind.
Called but got the sound of
coins, clattering to the floor. Called
sweet simple sickening lust. Gimme. Gotcha.
Heresa treat. Take it outside,
now; don't spill.
New Year's Eve. Remember?
You remember. You struck the
match because you knew you weren't supposed to.
That's what learning is. Suck the
world up you rascally boozer. But I'm not drunk. That's the amazing thing, amazing thing is I
can hear you and I'm not even drunk.
Thank you. I'm listening in
gulps.
All Day, Just for a Minute, I feel the mannekin's terrible relief, looking back
at last at those who stare. I think
about the hot days of summer when nothing was ever so hot. Fruit, as they say, dripping. The wind a secret I cannot keep. Say anything we're connected and I want to be
connected. Fruit falls when it damn well
wants.